Does this sound familiar?
All of my successes and failures, and flashes of joy surrounded by some pervasive internal flaw, were footsteps on a journey that succeeded in going nowhere.
But, they were not in vain.
Like all true men in this world, all the thinkers and conquerors, all the poets and wizards, I was driven by pain, desperately trying to find something to fill the limitless void inside me.
Until the day I stopped. Admitting failure, I removed the blindfold of determination and prepared myself for the inevitable. My journey's judge would be merciless, for I knew I had gone nowhere.
And there I would have stayed, sentenced and executed, were it not for the grace of one, measureless ingredient, that had been mixed in to the cauldron of my life…
And from that infinite, infinitesimal agent, I suddenly realized the one thing I had discovered in my life, me. *I* had changed.
With the incantation of that thought, in one moment, with one catalytic awareness, the universe ignited, and the desperation of a lifetime was compressed into a singular being, and exploded outward. I no longer sought what could never be found; I created what was needed, for I had become a man.
Here, I have chosen to scribble down formula snippets and catalog some results of my ever-intriguing life. Do not expect to discover, hidden between the lines or buried in the images, the secret element that birthed me into the world, for I give it to you freely:
This blog is about Love.
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My Sol’s pages:
✹ I Speak Alchemy (NSFW)
✹ Sol’s Little Window (SFW)
SO HARD NOT TO DANCE WHEN YOU HAVE EARPHONES ON WALKING BY YOURSELF
I’ve just given up trying not to.
You should see me grocery shopping with Motown on, doin’ my Star Lord Strut.
I be all like, Yeah, this canned chili be lookin’ mighty fine, or Knock me some a’ that lovin’, rutabaga!
I just don’t care any more. :) ✹
I have a video.
But, I’m not sure if I want to see “The Wrath of Sol”.